Stay away or not

I don't think about this . I make a different choice in my heart . The first, I must stay away from your live and kill all my feel with you. But this was be me try and then I can 't. Then another choice, I don't stay away from your live and hopefully you can reply my feel . Do I can ? You had a someone who really you love than me. Do I must fold with my feel ? I had tired for this feel . I want to kill my feel but that feel come back again . I don' t know what should I do. I can 't forget you. I can 't kill my
feel . And I felt down with it. Ohh God, give me some good reason and make me happy. I just want her reply my feel and give me a chance ...