Perhaps this is the best

Now I have really gone from your life. I was quite happy during our walks together. You're trying to make me happy, you're trying to make me laugh, and you try to make me comfortable when the road with you. But I do not want to be called the third person. Probably hard for me to remove it all because of you so mean in the life of me. I do not want to ruin your relationship that you've coached a long time and maybe you guys have planned to go to the next level. One last word had not come out of my mouth if I love you.